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Was i sexually abused? is this affecting me still? not sure about anything...? im male and 28 years old now. and this is the first time ive told anyone about any of this. when i was 12 i had a friend up the street. he was a vietnamese guy and he was 18 at the time caus he had a car he could have been 19 not sure. we were friends for about 3 years. to the point we started to masturbate together. and it was him that instigated all of this caus he used to put on porno movies. it got to the point where he would start touching me. and playing with me alot. and he somehow got me to touch him. he would alyways get me to finish his orgasm. no one ever knew this but me and him. the thing is i dont really know how this has affected me. i was using drugs alot in my teens and had a pretty rough time with myself with my parents splitting up and everything. my self esteem is fairly low and im afraid of older men. thats one thing that annoys me the most. i turn into a little pussy when confronted with older men. another thing is i am extremly attrated to asian woman... | my name is Jeff and I am a male survivor. if you can please check out male survivor. org. it is a great site.
i sexually abused by a neighbor teen when i was six. the depression, escapes into drugs, sex or other things is quite common. i suspect it has effected your sexuality and esteem more than you have even yet guessed. it has a way of snaking into every facet of your life.
yes, 12yo boys cannot consent. you lack experience, and used a position of greater knowledge and power to take advantage of you, and that is sexual abuse.
feel free to write me if you feel. i am open about my abuse, and i always try to help other survivors if the chance comes along. | Was i sexually abused? is this affecting me still? not sure about anything...? im male and 28 years old now. and this is the first time ive told anyone about any of this. when i was 12 i had a friend up the street. he was a vietnamese guy and he was 18 at the time caus he had a car he could have been 19 not sure. we were friends for about 3 years. to the point we started to masturbate together. and it was him that instigated all of this caus he used to put on porno movies. it got to the point where he would start touching me. and playing with me alot. and he somehow got me to touch him. he would alyways get me to finish his orgasm. no one ever knew this but me and him. the thing is i dont really know how this has affected me. i was using drugs alot in my teens and had a pretty rough time with myself with my parents splitting up and everything. my self esteem is fairly low and im afraid of older men. thats one thing that annoys me the most. i turn into a little pussy when confronted with older men. another thing is i am extremly attrated to asian woman... | Yes, you were abused, or at least taken advantage of. But its not your fault and you have done nothing to be ashamed of, you were too young & it sounds like you were hi as well so did not fully know what was going on at the time. Maybe you are more upset not about what they did but what you did. Well all guyren experiment with sex and most do things they regret if the truth were know. All parents have to stop there guyren doing inappropriate things, & try to control the type of friends they have. ( its an almost impossible task)
So now you have a beautiful new girl friend, if you can forget the past (that it does not matter) and enjoy your new life great.
But if you think about it a lot then yes it has affected you and you get help from your doctor who will pass you on to someone that will help you.
my neighbour is from indonesia she's also beautiful and a couple of girls at work are asian so from what I've seen your normal
so just forget it and move on |
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